I'm lost

I'm lost and at the same time irritated
I know that we can't predict what is going to happen minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, and years from now
But I think I should've we should've been informed about something, my concentration has been throwed off
I need to find a way to gain it back
GOD knows the frustration and I'm hoping he eases my mind
I'm trying to continue to go with the flow of things praying that this devil doesn't shatter my dreams