What is it coming to

What is it coming to this world I mean
Shots ring out nomatter the scene kids get hit
one gets called home all because of a shot to the dome
they getting younger by the minute bruh '93 '94 '95
must I repeat another mother has to bury her baby at this end of this week
Due to all of the stupidity out here on these streets
It ain't safe people scared to walk out the home
So i guess prayer is the main thing we need to be depending on

Sense is never being made

Never being made round here is sense people act as if they aren't born with it
I try to laugh it off when they talk to me without instead of getting mad and ready
to shout loud like this!
I try to keep my cmposer when sense is never being made like yesterday
when this guy got mad because I had rules for myself when it comes to dating
Maybe sense will start being made soon enough because if it doesn't then this world will
reamin corrupt

Just write something

She told us to blog about whatever we wanted
but I have no specific thing in mind
irritated cause the syndrome of writer's block is coming into play
and when it comes my way the look of frustration comes upon my face
so I've learned to just write something nomatter what it is
cause at the end of the paper words will have appeared
will they have any meaning? Of course they will cause the frustration
that I feel will have been released through my words

Something Real (Reality Check)

18 years is how old he was when he took him away
words couldn't describe the pain I felt on the that very day
my world was turned upside down my smile was turned into
a frown the day before he came and took my great grama away aswell
so it was double the hurt double the pain felt like I was in hell
in the middle of my junior year is when he hit me with this
I bet you can't imagine the feeling of being that sick
went to both funerals one day after the other
associates said I was crazy cause they wouldn't have been able to do it 
but I felt it was what I had to do cause I never got a chance to say goodbye
lonely nights and even when I wake up I think about them both
and try to keep my head up
it's going on 3 years now which don't really seem like its been that
long I wrote a song dedicated it to my dear friend as the tears rolled down my face
as I was letting people in
I never want to ever experience that type of pain again but to be honest I can't say
that it won't ever resurface because it ain't no telling when he gone call another
one mines above the surface

Inside Of My Mind

                                                                              

Inside of my mind sometimes I feel trapped
closed off from the outside world because of the cruelness
that people tend to portray I keep quiet
in certain classes and just think to myself
because you never know what is to come out of some people's
mouths if you try to talk to them
Inside of my mind sometimes is where I feel safe but once
the negative thoughts run through I run
to an outsider to hide from what's inside of my own mind
Inside if my mind I judge myself on looks, intelligence, and how
kind I am to others
But inside of my mind is not where I want to
hide this year
I want to be outside of it and upon the minds of others
So I will be able to get the best of both worlds instead of
hiding trapped in my mind up under the covers

First week...Second year...New start

First week second year new start I appear
in class seeing new faces and old ones
but it's all a different vibe
teachers seem to be cool but some enthusiastic
full time student this year hope as it all progress
it doesn't get drastic
outside of class I meet and greet new people
open to new things hopefully by the end of it I have
enough going on to create a sequel